作者: 雲瀟 Yun Xiao on April 27, 2000 at 14:50:11:
Dear Xin You Qian Qian Jie(our web site) friends, dear friends from Taiwan, Hong Kong, US and all over the world, how are you?
First, thanks for your confidence and support. Secondly, I have to say sorry! I've messed things up for you again. This is not hypocritic at all, but my sincere apology. Whenever things are going well for me, you are there to rejoice and encourage me. Whenever things are difficult for me, you are so brave to stand up for me, support me. I'm really regretful and yet proud. Actually I am only an average person, an average person with a lot of shortcomings. I just tag along the glory of Aunt Qiong Yao and Huan Zhu Ge Ge. I am very fortunate to have so many of you, my friends, by my side, never letting me feel lonely. Now things happen again, you all have to worry for me, I really feel bad. I have really done very little for you all. But you've done a whole lot for me. Frankly, to do a good job with Young Bao Qing Tian, I really worked very hard, and sacrificed a lot. Yet now there are all these hurtful news about me and this series, it really hurts me greatly, it also hurts this series greatly. Since the series hasn't even been broadcast, it already carries all these negative news, especially because it's for my sake, that's why I feel very bad. But at this time, I don't want to explain anything, and I can't explain anything, because
I don't wish my words to be misused to create sensational news, and further hurt this series which I value very much. Whether this series will be well accepted or not, I'll still feel satisfied and happy that I have worked hard and contributed to it. After I calmed down from my initial rage, I 've decided not to explain, not to point fingers. The only thing left to do is to ask myself, why are there so much negative news that hurt me, must be because I haven't tried my best. There will be justice in this world, the more important thing is to better myself. Righteous will always be righteous, my analysis now is for my own self-improvement in the future, not to find means to punish those who hurt me. Gossip will stop with the wise. My not explaining myself does not mean that I admit what they say as fact, I'm never the kind of person that they described. You are my friends,you understand me the best. Just as Aunt Qiong Yao said to me before: "Loosen up and let go". I still say, there are a lot more dramas, the road is still long, I will work hard, I will learn from my experience, try hard to better myself. Please rest assured. The unhappiness of last year, didn't that go away? Let's meet life with a smile, don't mind what others say about ourselves, what's more important is self-improvement, right? I have promised Mr. Pan Hong Qing of Beijing Television Station, the actual producer of Young Bao Qing Tian, that I will not explain myself in interviews. Time will tell all. Please wait for Young Bao Qing Tian's broadcast! Lastly, I thank you all again for what you have done for me. Thanks for your confidence, understanding and support! I am proud and flattered to have bosom buddies like you!
Love you all,